my family's back in europe-- in finland, sweden and greece, so, otherwise, i'm pretty much on my own. i'd rather have it that way, actually, because i like to be on my own-- kind of do my own thing. as faraway from family restraints as possible. i was just kind of scared of what i was going to tell my parents. i didn't tell them until i was about six months, so... and i didn't tell them, my mom actually found out. i couldn't see myself having a baby. i was like in denial. probably like in the fourth month, i was like, more like, yeah, i'm going to have a baby. an unintended pregnancy can have a profound effect on a young woman's life. a little bit scared because, you know, i'm used to doing whatever i want to, going wherever i want to, but now it's going to change. i'm actually happy because i'm so scattered and it's going to make me, you know, force me to focus actually, and pretty much decide what i want to do with my life.